corkyb

lovin life

2005-01-16T21:14:10Z

hey everyone!!
i'm single again. no worries it's for the best. anyway i got a job!!! i had orientation for 3 hours and my new boss thinks my sis is a pain in the ass lmao. ya so after that i went over joc's house till like 11. i haven't had that much fun in a while. nothin beats halloween though :.) me and jocelyn had a heart to heart with haley in the background for a while. then she stepped into the convo. it's kool cuz now they're not mad at me for reasons u should know. ya so everyone was dancin, bein stupid and just havin fun. today i had to go to church (groan) which i loath. at least it's almost over. who knows i might become enlightened lol. nah don't think so. ya so the group that was over last night, we're doin it again at my house saturday so ask.

in sickness or disease

2005-01-11T22:57:25Z

ya i'm sick dont it suck it's a good thing i came home from school early cuz i'm runnin a fever now. migrane and sinus' too. aint it lovely? ya so school wasn't that bad today. i had the greatest convo with emily about football in mentor. who'd a thought it. ya i'm tired now so bye

corkyb @ 2004-12-30T22:14:00

2004-12-31T03:16:56Z

Hello friends. This is Cory. I hope you have all had a lovely past week. I have been fabulous! Well there is nothing else that I would like to say right now, so you have a lovely New Years!

let it snow

2004-12-20T01:16:32Z

hey everyone
i'm just updatin as usual. nuttin special cept lindsey is goin out with me now. it's been over a week if ur slow on news. so it's gonna snow!!!!! i can't wait. maybe we'll get off school (not). i just wanna make some money so i can buy xmas gifts for people. if i make enough i can buy the thing i wanted to too. guess we'll just wait and see.

corkyb @ 2004-12-12T20:48:00

2004-12-13T01:49:14Z

Hey this is Lindsey. I just wanted to post in this. I just made Cory's journal pretty

goodbye.

and don't worry, the kittens were picked out by me. NOT Cory

nuttin much really

2004-12-08T02:34:04Z

hey everybody. u must hav one pathetic life right now if ur wastin it readin this. no jk. im just updatin cuz im bored. so today was the first track "scrimmage". i did pretty good in the 600 (came in second, hell ya) considerin i've never done it before. there was some kid who blasted out at the start and well u all know wat happens then. then there was mister track aka the full body suit guy who looks like he's 20. how fast can u be??? then he did high jump and i was like ok im gonna look like a fool here. it was good though. now i just got back from band rehearsal and let me tell ya those are fun (if u want to die of boredome. how much restin can a guy do before he dies??) o well. we don't sound to bad. if ur not at the concert 1)u have something better to do with ur time 2)i wish i was u and/or 3)ur having fun. o well, if u feel the need to show up it's thursday at 7 high school auditorium. ull get to hear the "varsity band" as mrs shelley calls it. band is in no way a varsity sport and i don't get y she's tryin to pass it off as one. so come give moral support.

Hey Everybody

2004-11-24T21:28:07Z

This is one of my many ideas for a color day skit script: DUMBO!!!! ya i know it's great
u could have dumbo and friends verse the carnival people. or we could go with the still great ideas of austin powers, willy wonka, caddyshack, or peter pan. i know this wasn't productive at all but who cares

just updatin

2004-11-17T19:32:19Z

hey everybody!!!!
wats up? ya im just updatin because i hav nothin else to do. ya so anyways im goin out with jocelyn now and it's pretty good. cept for the fact i haven't seen her in over a week cuz she's sick:( i know it' heartbreaking. i lost five bucks to emily today even though she really lost the bet i made with her. i hav band tonight for the music man. IF YOU READ THIS YOU HAVE TO GO TO THE MUSIC MAN ONE NIGHT IT STARTS THURSDAY. just don't go friday i wont' be there. skool was kool. i got a 97 on my math test that everyone was complainin about. so screw u guys shoulda been ready for it even if it was a pop test (cept lindsay cuz she's already pissed at me so i don't wanna make her even madder :))lol ya so i'm sittin here doin nothin now and i'm bored......... this is such a boring town

corkyb @ 2004-10-24T16:44:00

2004-10-24T21:58:07Z

333 Questions..
(1) The singular most boring question: what is your name? Cory Scott Rutledge
(2) Are you happy with it? depending on the day
(3) Are you named after anyone? nope i'm special like that
(4) Are you ready for a long survey? stupid question, no
(5) Your screen name? corkyff9
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you? never
(7) Then what would you name your children? bobby and shantelle
(8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? am i a member of the opposite sex?
(9) If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be? bob(10) Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? my name is cory not corey u idiots
(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous? y would i
BASICS
(12) Your gender: male
(13) Straight/gay/bi? straight
(14) Single? and lovin it
(15) Want to be? most of the time
(16) Your birth date? 11/3/89
(17) Your age? 15
(18) Age you act? idk i don't judge myself
(19) Age you wish you were? id rather liv life as it comes
(20) Your height? 5'7"
(21) The color of your eyes? blue and some weird color
(22) Happy with it? ya
(23) The color of your hair? black
(24) Happy with it? yes
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous? right
(26) Your living arrangement? mom, dad, sis, insane dog
(27) Your family? u guys just asked me that
(28) Have any pets? ya a stupid dog
(29) What's your job? gettin into a good college for one
(30) Piercings? never
(31) Tattoos? never
(32) Obsessions? music for one
(33) Addictions? again u just asked me that
(35) Do you speak another language? spanish a lil
(36) Have a favorite quote? i got to third with a sandwhich once. and we got it on!! that was hilarious
(37) Do you have a web page? does this count

DEEP THOUGHTS
(38) Do you live in the moment? try to
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? yes
(40) Do you have any secrets? u guys honestly expect a no out of this?
(41) Do you hate yourself? y should i
(42) Do you like your handwriting? yes
(43) Do you have any bad habits? i repeat myself
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people? i can play a sax good
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? y would u possibly do that?
(46) What's your biggest fear? being forgotten
(47) Can you sing? i used to before the incident
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? no way
(49) Are you a loner? ya kinda
(50) What are your number 1 priorities in life? my friends
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? idk (52) Are you a daredevil? let's not go there
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? nope
(54) Are you passive or aggressive? in the middle
(55) Have you got a journal? u can't really call it a journal
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? strengths are weaknesses
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? probably make myself a lil faster and smarter
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity. You can only drink out of one. Which one would you drink of? creativity
(59) How do you vent? hit a tree with a bat or listen to music
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong? i'm a steel wall
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? not yet
(62) Do you think life has been good so far? wat could be better
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? to never let myself get dragged into stuff
(64) What do you like the most about your body? my legs
(65) And least? my stomach
(66) Do you think you are good looking? no but who cares
(67) Are you confident? ya
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like? a dragon lol
(69) Do people know how you feel? i'm very open
(70) Are you perceived wrongly? ya

DO YOU...
(71) Smoke? no
(72) Do drugs? no
(73) Read the newspaper? if i'm in it
(74) Pray? i'm atheaist
(75) Go to church? cuz i hav to
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you? ya if they're not gross
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals? no
(78) Take walks in the rain? so fun
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them? ya
(80) Drive? go karts count
(81) Like to drive fast? who doesnt

WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice? ya
(83) Hurt yourself? no on purpose
(84) Been out of the country? i wish
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? ya
(86) Had sex? not yet at least
(87) Been unfaithful? ah the six flags trip
(88) Been in love? who hasn't
(89) Done drugs? not plannin on it
(90) Gone skinny dipping? ya
(91) Had a medical emergency? which one
(92) Had a surgery? thank god
(93) Ran away from home? no
(94) Played strip poker? ya
(95) Gotten beaten up? i finish fights
(96) Beaten someone up? ya
(97) Been picked on? part of life
(98) Been on stage? more times than i can count
(99) Been dancing? i can't dance
(100) Slept outdoors? that was so fun
(101) Thought about suicide? ya
(102) Pulled an all-nighter? pulled a five nighter
(103) If yes, what is your record? 5 and a half days
(104) Gone one day without food? if water doesn't count ya
(105) Talked on the phone all night? once
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first? ya
(107) Slept all day? ya
(108) Killed someone? in all honesty ya
(109) Made out with a stranger? ya
(110) Had sex with a stranger? if i havent had sex how could i with a stranger
(111) Thought you're going crazy? no
(112) Kissed the same sex? i'm straight thanks
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex? no
(114) Been betrayed? by a friend? by a girl/girlfriend? ya
(115) Had a dream that came true? happens to me a lot
(116) Broken the law? ya
(117) Met a famous person? ya
(118) who? taylor twellman a couple times
(119) Who is your idol? that ump from the world series park lol
(120) Have you ever killed an animal by accident? heheh it wasn't my fault
(121) On purpose? this one was though
(122) Had sex? with a animal? u people and sex god
(123) With more then 1 person? do i really hav to answer this again
(124) Threesome? .....
(125) Orgy? .....
(126) Whip cream? u people are horny
(127) Bondage? lol no
(128) Whipped/gotten whipped? o ya all the time
(129) Blindfolded? woohoo
(130) Tied someone up/been tied up? oh baby
(131) Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? maybe once i think
(132) Stolen anything? ya
(133) Been on radio/TV? many times
(134) Been in a mosh-pit? ya
(135) Had a nervous breakdown? no
(136) Considered religious vacation? no
(137) Been criticized about your sexual performance? well there was this one time at band camp...
(138) Bungee jumped? no
(139) Had a dream that kept coming back? it's still goin

CLOTHES
(140) Shoe brand? w/e looks good
(141) Brand of clothing? south pole
(142) Cologne/perfume? axe
(143) What are you normally wearing to school/work? black jeans and a tshirt
(144) How about parties? idk
(145) Wear hats? for band lol
(146) Judge other people by their clothing? depends on the clothes
(147) Wear make-up? no
(148) Favorite place to shop? bob's all the way
(149) Favorite article of clothing? speedo lol jk
(150) Are you trendy? u look at me and tell me i'm trendy
(151) Would you rather wear a uniform to school? god no

BELIEFS
(152) Believe in life on other planets? ya
(153) Miracles? ya
(154) Astrology? ya
(155) Magic? ya
(156) God? no
(157) Satan? no
(158) Santa? who doesnt
(159) Ghosts? i live with one
(160) Luck? ya
(161) Love at first sight? no
(162) Yin and Yang (that good can't exist without the bad)? definately
(163) Witches? look at mrs. donnito
(164) Easter bunny? i am the easter bunny
(165) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? no
(166) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? i'd be rich if there was
(167) Do you wish on stars? ya

DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
(168) Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? bi
(169) Do you think God has a gender? i don't believe in god
(170) Do you think that science counteracts religion? ya
(171) Do you believe in organized religion? for some people
(172) Where do you think we go when we die? into a coffin

AMIGOS
(173) Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? ya
(174) Who is your best friend? my friends are my best friends
(175) Who's the one person that knows most about you? who knows
(176) What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? band will keep u off drugs
(177) Your favorite inside joke? no my roses smell like shit
(178) Thing you're picked on most about? my ears
(179) Who's your longest known friend? mike
(180) Newest? lindsay
(181) Shyest? idk
(182) Funniest? they all hav their days
(183) Sweetest? none
(184) Closest? lots
(185) Weirdest? n/a
(186) Smartest? jill prob but i got her in science and band HAH EAT THAT JILL lol
(187) Ditziest? elizabeth the queen ditz lol
(188) Friends you miss being close to the most? none
(189) Last person you talked to online? lindsay
(190) Who do you talk to most online? jocelyn and lindsay
(191) Who are you on the phone with most? jocelyn
(192) Who do you trust most? all my friends
(193) Who listens to your problems? cori
(194) Who do you fight most with? haley
(195) Who's the nicest? o god
(196) Who's the most outgoing? i am wen i feel like it
(197) Who's the best singer? hahahaha
(198) Who's on your shit-list? don't hav one
(199) Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? u guys need a life
(200) Who's your second family? i don't got one
(201) Do you always feel understood? who me?
(202) Who's the loudest friend? haley
(203) Do you trust others easily? no
(204) Who do you have the most in common with? lindsay and me have these moments where everything we're doin is the same
(205) Name one person who's arms you feel safe in? my own lol
(206) Do your friends know you? i'm me
(207) Friend that lives farthest away? guys at soccer camp

LOVE
(208) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? y should i
(209) Do you remember your first love? ya and i still know her
(210) Still love him/her? not like that
(211) Do you consider love a mistake? y should i
(212) What do you find romantic? christmas
(213) Turn-on? idk
(214) Turn-off? jerks
(215) First kiss? lol can't tell u that it got me grounded
(216) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? depends on who it is
(217) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"? knowing
(218) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? ya takes pressure of me
(219) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? once
(220) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? ask them
(221) What is best thing about the opposite sex? pass
(222) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? they brand me as a band geek lol
(223) Do you read porn? no
(224) Read the articles? would u read the articles
(225) Just the pics? you people are sick in the mind
(226) What's the best present someone gave you? a cross from my grandfather
(227) Are you in love? aren't we all
(228) Do you consider your significant other hot? don't have one
(229) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? walk down the sidewalk

THE BATTLE OF THE SEXES
(230) Have you ever wished you could experience being the other gender? ya
(231) If you did experience that for one day, what would you do? live it up
(232) What do you love most about the other gender? they're smart
What do you dislike most? theyr'e smart
(234) What do you understand least about the opposite sex? how they live with the pms
notice first in the opposite sex? they're there

POSSESSIONS
(236) What is your fave possession? my bed
(237) What physical, tangible possession do you want most? a six pack
(238) How badly do you want it? bad
(240) How long did it take for you to understand why the last question is in this section? not measurable it's to small

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(241) That haunted you? gilfilan
(242) You wanted to kill? gilfilan
(243) That you laughed at? myself it's a hobby
(244) That laughed at you? lindsay online
(245) That turned you on? idk
(246) You went shopping with? my mom
(247) That broke your heart? lindsay god she's in here alot and i've know her for wat 2 months
(248) That disappointed you? let's not discuss this
(249) That asked you out? i've never been asked out
(250) That made you cry? me when i hurt my knee
(251) That brightened up your day? the red sox
(252) That you thought about? jill cuz i'm mad at her
(253) You saw a movie with? the movie gang lol
(254) You talked to on the phone? some telemarketer
(255) You talked to through IM/ICQ? lindsay
(256) You saw? mom
(295) You lost? don't wanna answer that
(257) You went head over heels for? don't wanna answer that either cuz most people know
(258) You thought was completely N-U-T-S? coach webb first day of double sessions
(259) You wanted to be? i want to be me
(260) You told to fuck off? my dog
(261) You trusted? my friends
(262) You turned down? depends on wat u mean

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(263) Smiled? right now
(264) Laughed? about a min ago
(265) Cried? about an hour ago cuz i nailed my knee into a wall
(266) Bought something? yesterday
(267) Danced? i don't dance
(268) Were sarcastic? about an hour ago
(269) Kissed someone? o god bout a week ago
(270) Talked to an ex? don't wanna
(271) Watched your fave movie? idk
(272) Had a nightmare? not for a while
(273) Talked on the phone? this mornin
(274) Listened to the radio? about an hour ago
(275) Watched TV? yesterday
(276) Went out? today
(277) Helped someone? today
(278) Were mean? ask someone else
(279) Sang? today
(280) Saw a movie? today
(281) Said "I love you"? way back
(282) Missed someone? a while ago
(283) Fought with a family member? yesterday
(284) Fought with a friend? summer
(285) Had a serious conversation? today
(286) Smoked weed? never
(287) Got drunk? never
(288) Had sex? how many times u gonna ask me this

A LAST TIME
(289) Last book you read: frankenstein
(290) Last movie you saw: princess diaries lol
(291) Last song you heard: hav urself a merry little christmas
(292) Last thing you had to drink: water
(293) Last time you showered: last night
(294) Last thing you ate: chips ahoy
(295) Last CD you bought: idk
(296) Last thing you bought: hot chocolate

RIGHT THIS MOMENT...
(297) What are you going to do? eat
(298) Will it be with your significant other? don't hav one
(299) Or some random person? no
(300) What are you wearing right now? sweatsuit
(301) Body-part you're touching right now? classified
(302) What are you worried about right now? nothin really
(303) What book are you reading? eragon
(304) What's on your mouse pad? dell
(305) Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling? cold with hot chocolate cravings
(306) Are you bored? kinda
(307) Are you tired? not really
(308) Are you talking to anyone online? ya
(309) Are you talking to anyone on the phone? no
(310) Are you lonely or content? content
(311) Are you listening to music? christmas music baby

NUMBERS
(312) Do you laugh when you hear the number 69? y would i
(313) Were you lying about your answer to the previous question? no
(314) Do you actually know your social security number? wat
(315) Do you actually know your IP address? no
(316) Do you know what an IP address is? hehehehe am i supposed to
(317) Do you know the four-character extension on your zip-code? ugh
(318) Have you ever thought there were too many numbers floating around in our lives? sometimes
(319) Does your head hurt when you think of infinity, imaginary numbers, irrational numbers, etc? no cept wen i'm in volpe's room
(320) What do you think of pi? somethin to do with circles
(321) Have you got a fave number? 11
(322) How many rings before you take the phone? one if possible
(323) Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? ya
(324) How many CD's do you have? 5 i think not counting one's i burned

COMPUTERS
(325) Mac or PC? pc
(326) How much do you actually care about the inner workings of your computer as long as it works? lots
(327) Do you ever begin preferring IMs to other forms of conversations? ya
(328) Do you find you're different talking more through IMs than face-to-face or telephone? no
(329) Have you ever ended bid on something on eBay and regretted it later? no
(330) How much time do you spend online each week? lots
(331) Is the internet one of the modern things you could never live without? no
(332) Do you even receive snail mail letters anymore? no
(333) Send any? no

so cold

2004-10-24T18:50:04Z

we just had to open the world series park. if i am ever that cold i'm counting on all of you to shoot me. please don't hesitate. and will you guys stop tellin me i like lindsay cuz i don't anymore. the whole experience killed it for me. anyway, that ump was so kool. what other adult will say "god bless you all cuz u hav to deal with that idiot gilfillan." UR MY HERO DUDE!!! lol i know kinda sad but so funny. o well i gotta go run my hands under hot water so i'll be able to feel them by tonight.

corkyb @ 2004-10-23T23:22:00

2004-10-24T03:24:09Z

just kind of a side note: christmas is comin so if anyone wants to hav a party like me and haley were talkin bout let me know. it's never to early to plan it out.

i just wanna sleep

2004-10-24T01:00:45Z

honestly the only thing i wanna do right now is go to sleep and then not hav 2 go 2 the baseball opening tomorow. kinda sucks but o well that's life i guess. the sox are on right now and my parents are havin a partay in the livin room. can u tell i dont wanna be in there. im fine watchin it every so often and hopin manny hits out another one. if we win tonight we get to play tomorow and whoever won those tickets is a lucky son of a bitch. if ur gonna make 16k off two tickets why not call the one who won lucky???